You have the perfect job……hosting a popular TV show, interviewing major celebs, and kicking it all the time.
Well, according to BET’s 106 & Park Co-host Rocsi, it gets so tough sometimes she just wants to kill herself.
The former radio personality turned TV host, did an interview with Honey Magazine…..FIND OUT WHAT SHE SAID BELOW!
Rocsi: “There are some days when I’m like ‘How bad do I want to kill myself right now? What is the point of going on when so many people despise me or hate what I do?”
“With men in my life, I’ve always made good choices. I would love to think that. It’s just really hard to trust people, and that’s just coming from not knowing everybody’s intentions.”
Her eating disorder:
“You’re never really cured, because sometimes you have to psych yourself up that you’re eating healthy, you’re at a healthy weight. As women you have those fat days, but in my mind, those days are a little too frequent,” Rocsi says. “To this day, when somebody calls me thick, that’s not a compliment to me. Don’t call me thick. I hate that. I think thick is fat. I used to think that if I had curves or stomach flab that meant I was fat. I used to go over 110 lbs, I would think ‘I’m fat.’ If I see on a scale 118 [lbs.], I would start starving myself to get myself down to what I need to be at.”
Wow, that’s deep! You have to be strong and “in” the industry not “of” the industry or it will eat you alive!
“All that glitters….is not gold!” SMH
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